the music is reversible, but time is not.
turn back
turn back.
turn back.
turn back.
turn back
turn back.
turn back.
turn back.
- Music:the knife
I JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW

LOVE,
WALTER/SATAN/VOLDEMORT

LOVE,
WALTER/SATAN/VOLDEMORT

kind of felt like this today.
( so in a picture, life makes me want to )
TIME FOR SCHOOL, FFFFFFFFFFOOL!!1
- Music:californication, red hot chilli peppers

I FOUND ITTTT-T-T-T-T
this just means I am a terrible person. what else is new!
- Music:paradiso
I NEED YOUR HELP.

so I've been working on these little handmade art books on and off all summer... and I need to start selling them. but as I have certainly found out over time, my networking and getting my shit out there is terrible. if you could find it in your heart to get the word out, that would be sosososososos soooooooo appreciated, you don't even know.
/do you want one XD; lol
if you're interested in either option here, let me know!! more info and pictures under the cut
( breaking even is false, illogical hope )

lol
this post took over an hour.
fuck you internet >:C!!!!!!
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE AND I NEED TO SOMEHOW GET SOME MONEY SO THAT I CAN GET
THISSSSSSS:
http://cgi.ebay.com/STAR-TREK-SPOCK-Wal l-Stickers-5-Mural-Room-Decor-Decal_W0QQ itemZ390064545139QQcmdZViewItemQQptZLH_D efaultDomain_0?hash=item5ad1a89d73&_trksid=p3286.c0.m14&_trkparms=65%3A12%7C66%3A2%7C39%3A1%7C72%3 A1205%7C293%3A2%7C294%3A50
OH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN NNNNNN
I NEED THIS
I REALLY DO
OH MY LORDDD-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-DDDDDD DREAMS WILL COME TRUE BECAUSE OF THIS THING
I MEAN IT

so I've been working on these little handmade art books on and off all summer... and I need to start selling them. but as I have certainly found out over time, my networking and getting my shit out there is terrible. if you could find it in your heart to get the word out, that would be sosososososos soooooooo appreciated, you don't even know.
/do you want one XD; lol
if you're interested in either option here, let me know!! more info and pictures under the cut
( breaking even is false, illogical hope )

lol
this post took over an hour.
fuck you internet >:C!!!!!!
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE AND I NEED TO SOMEHOW GET SOME MONEY SO THAT I CAN GET
THISSSSSSS:
http://cgi.ebay.com/STAR-TREK-SPOCK-Wal
OH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I NEED THIS
I REALLY DO
OH MY LORDDD-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-DDDDDD DREAMS WILL COME TRUE BECAUSE OF THIS THING
I MEAN IT
- Mood:UHM
- Music:THE RUINS OF MY LIFE sonata XD

in the name of caitlin, amen.
- Music:how soon is now, love spit love

and still thanking his lucky stars that he's alive
not just a day of letting yourself mourn all those who were lost, but a day to be grateful to all those alive and thank them for what they managed to do.
you know, stop the axis powers, free some repressed.
the small things count.
so thanks for making it through this flavor of hell to tell the tale.
COPY PASTE FROM DA AHAHAHAHAA
so tired
oh man

finally saw the new star trek movie. chicka YEAH. a couple of chicka no's in there, but enough yeah! to compensate. something in it that I think I shouldn't give away makes it alright and not a sucky fail, star trek universe wise. until I found out, I was pretty annoyed the whole first half of the film, goddamit kirk's dad did NOT die and kirk was NOT a huge badass growing up.
rawr.
spock was still hot, so hedwig approval commences.
the filming and soundtrack were badass. stylistically, the filming did lean toward a more star wars feel, but I find it was more of a happy medium. I dunno, it's like they tried something different and it paid off c:
minus the freaking light glares all over the place. maybe they were too cheap to make everything perfect so they thought a strategically placed lens flare would help. uh-huh. and so does only using the burn tool. cool at times, stupid all the time.
I'm home in missouri! I live in a dark basement! I'll get photos soon and share, it's actually pretty cool for what it is. the house settles really loudly and annoyingly :| it's doing it right now.
so.
it's time I share the abomination XD
lolmonday
( and america said, 'finally!' )
more updates later, when I'm not freezing and ready to run upstairs into warmth and company.
- Location:missouri :D
- Music:castle in the sky soundtrack
http://playhimoffkeyboardcat.com/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJ5w4MkF ofc&feature=channel_page
LOL TUESDAYYYYYYYYY
insert deep reflections on the semester and it's sudden change to summer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJ5w4MkF
LOL TUESDAYYYYYYYYY
insert deep reflections on the semester and it's sudden change to summer

wow, that is not black... whatevs XD
I am so fucking pumped about this.
holy shit.
having so much fun here. watch me spell shit wrong.
somehow this came out to be 27 pages long? AHAHAHAHAhewantedfourpagesXD
go me
... printing this will cost me D: I am going black and white when I can, boy oh boy.
so good luck to me to get it all organized for print? and somehow I will manage to do this shit with the SB staff, whiiiich I hate doing, lord. hopefully it's someone I know :c
- Music:yakety yak
- Location:tea garden
OBAMA'S AT MY HIGH SCHOOL TODAY
WAUUUGHHHHHHH
THIS IS SERIOUSLY MY BACKYARD. I lived behind the schoooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll so jealous that I can't even watch it on a tv right now ;n;!!!
...MY FRIEND JUST UPDATED FACEBOOK SAYING SHE CAN SEE MY BAND DIRECTOR STANDING BEHIND OBAMA RIGHT. NOWWWWWWWWW.
this coupled with watching that penis thing with sierra is a weird thought, but alas
http://www.ksdk.com/default.aspx
OH THE EXCITEMENT
WAUUUGHHHHHHH
THIS IS SERIOUSLY MY BACKYARD. I lived behind the schoooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll so jealous that I can't even watch it on a tv right now ;n;!!!
...MY FRIEND JUST UPDATED FACEBOOK SAYING SHE CAN SEE MY BAND DIRECTOR STANDING BEHIND OBAMA RIGHT. NOWWWWWWWWW.
this coupled with watching that penis thing with sierra is a weird thought, but alas
http://www.ksdk.com/default.aspx
OH THE EXCITEMENT
- Location:av support

so someday I will finish thisss. I really want to! larlarlarrr
( speaking of walter +arts )
on another note, 'photo real' drawings bring back all those terrible memories of dragging through a drawing in high schooollll, nuuuuuuuuuuu... do not want.
why zak why
wrryyyy
and holyshit, finals are sneaking up on me DDDDD:
sleep time!
hopefully I'll have an amazing dream like last night where I dreamt in comic panels? so fucking awsome
seriously
you know you're jealous
- Location:minnesota D:!!
- Music:early birdie, owl city

mommmmyyyyyy
whatta film.
wow.
wow.
everyone was great in this!! it was made so beautifully... the opening shots of the house and the train noise and just a lot of things like that really made this click. I love the sound editing for scene transitions, the shot edits for the characters and their reactions!! so amazingggggg why am I awake I've got work in the morning D:
because it's amazinggggggggg duh
it was beautiful and painful and awkward and ouch-wow-why-good-lord-these-people-whyy
and of course jackie was awesome XD the character he played really was a great container for all the crap that went down with everyone overall. a great role. he did such a wonderful job!
I've got more shots to share for when the internet isn't as slow as the hills :| gdamn, this is annoying I can't believe I even waited for the photo bucket and this page to load, arrrgggggg
I read watchmen finally. all in a huge FOOSH, too. started saturday night, finished just now???
my brain hurts.
I'd write more on the matter, because fucking hell it is beyond amazing, but as it is. I haven't thought over anything for experimental comics tomorrow, so i'll keep it brief for now.
rorschach is awesome. but I knew he would be~~~~ and come on, he's adorable. always noming on something, smelly gross socially inept little bugger asking if his paper's in and stealing your sugar cubes.
baw.
and I dunno man, I think he and nite owl are total buddies! I don't see how they aren't. I see how nite owl can be alienated by him, yeah, he's a little hard to relate to. but dan was willing the whole time to get past that and partner up with him and whatnot. the weird way he talks XD
trying to comfort dan about hollis, hahaha. definitely one the best characters I've run into~~ a favorite right there. when he stared down at the whore neighbor's son was a really strong moment for me. just that one panel of his face... all that he must've been thinking and feeling in his weird truncated way. he may have supposedly given up his 'walter' self, but that interaction and the ones with nite owl seem to me to show that he's still in there somewhere.
and OMG THIS MUST BE WRIT NOW.
WTF dr. manhattan at the end???? he kills rorschach and nobody even knows!?!? *WAIL* he lies to ozymandias about it and then goes BYE DUDE *poof* so sad sad sadddddddddddddddd-d-d-d-d-d
but yeah, more later.
sleepy :'c
hopefully mary doesn't decide to talk to us about our papers or something tomorrow... I've got nothing XD;
oh watchmen. why so great.
my brain hurts.
I'd write more on the matter, because fucking hell it is beyond amazing, but as it is. I haven't thought over anything for experimental comics tomorrow, so i'll keep it brief for now.
rorschach is awesome. but I knew he would be~~~~ and come on, he's adorable. always noming on something, smelly gross socially inept little bugger asking if his paper's in and stealing your sugar cubes.
baw.
and I dunno man, I think he and nite owl are total buddies! I don't see how they aren't. I see how nite owl can be alienated by him, yeah, he's a little hard to relate to. but dan was willing the whole time to get past that and partner up with him and whatnot. the weird way he talks XD
trying to comfort dan about hollis, hahaha. definitely one the best characters I've run into~~ a favorite right there. when he stared down at the whore neighbor's son was a really strong moment for me. just that one panel of his face... all that he must've been thinking and feeling in his weird truncated way. he may have supposedly given up his 'walter' self, but that interaction and the ones with nite owl seem to me to show that he's still in there somewhere.
and OMG THIS MUST BE WRIT NOW.
WTF dr. manhattan at the end???? he kills rorschach and nobody even knows!?!? *WAIL* he lies to ozymandias about it and then goes BYE DUDE *poof* so sad sad sadddddddddddddddd-d-d-d-d-d
but yeah, more later.
sleepy :'c
hopefully mary doesn't decide to talk to us about our papers or something tomorrow... I've got nothing XD;
oh watchmen. why so great.
- Music:all the kings horses
I had a talk with caitlin today that got kindof INTO THE MIND OF HEDWIGGG
(without caitlin's bidding, in which I hate when these thing happen without prodding)
Upon reflection, I do not approve of these kinds of things. my contrary nature will flip whatever I say against me.
In short, my apathy is so apathetic that I forget that I am even apathetic because I don't even care to remember that I don't care.
if this doesn't make sense, congratulations! reality is threading itself together as it should
I say you have to give up.
I really mean it when I say that Bruce Springsteen's "thunder road" gives me faith is whatever it is people have faith in. Or it dredges out my apathetic apathy
Which is a good thing.
This must be that best recording ever that Zac presented his challenge on (we all know you just wnated that AC DC song out of your head). I will angst until I get it right. But I have good reason to believe the fight is over.
On another few notes here, I am drawing again. A confusing statement since I have been all semester, but not in the way one wants to be drawing. And I'm still not making sense. Feels good to be back, eh?
An unfortunate happening is looking at your art and going to yourself "I'm such a trend follower."
Seriously. I think there is a general aesthetic going down in a part of the art world that my art is trodding towards, and I do not approve. If I can look at a doodle and go "hey, this reminds me of... james jean and those something or other imitation people," then I think I am in a bad way.
I am no unique snowflake, boy am I telling you.
in other words
the music is reverseble, but time is not.
turn back
turn back.
turn back.
turn back.
(without caitlin's bidding, in which I hate when these thing happen without prodding)
Upon reflection, I do not approve of these kinds of things. my contrary nature will flip whatever I say against me.
In short, my apathy is so apathetic that I forget that I am even apathetic because I don't even care to remember that I don't care.
if this doesn't make sense, congratulations! reality is threading itself together as it should
I really mean it when I say that Bruce Springsteen's "thunder road" gives me faith is whatever it is people have faith in. Or it dredges out my apathetic apathy
Which is a good thing.
This must be that best recording ever that Zac presented his challenge on (we all know you just wnated that AC DC song out of your head). I will angst until I get it right. But I have good reason to believe the fight is over.
On another few notes here, I am drawing again. A confusing statement since I have been all semester, but not in the way one wants to be drawing. And I'm still not making sense. Feels good to be back, eh?
An unfortunate happening is looking at your art and going to yourself "I'm such a trend follower."
Seriously. I think there is a general aesthetic going down in a part of the art world that my art is trodding towards, and I do not approve. If I can look at a doodle and go "hey, this reminds me of... james jean and those something or other imitation people," then I think I am in a bad way.
I am no unique snowflake, boy am I telling you.
in other words
the music is reverseble, but time is not.
turn back
turn back.
turn back.
turn back.
- Music:fire on high

... so somehow this is scary to me.
~**~*GOD JOINED FACEBOOK*~**~
- Location:av support

I swear there's more going on in my life than walter's chest.
but as a nomnom
aahhhbalalalalala
edit:http://liodain.deviantart.com/art/J
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WAT
WAT
WHAT
- Music:jesus christ superstar (ironically)



